We went to the zoo

FAMILY TRIP TO TARONGA...
saturday 22nd march 2008

my nephews.

double bay wharf.
Oprah House

Over view of the elephants

i love my family hey

adam, me & the papa koala

the koalas - my 2nd family

hektik green snake

the turtles getting busy

some cool lizard

some funky turtle and some coins

liam and the funky turtles

KODAK BEAR

the chimps. wow.
my friend greg the giraffe with the freakish long toungue

adam & me , all fox- like

the king of the jungle

my cousin tiger

Royal Easter Show

We went to the easter show.
On Good Friday.
Start - 12ish
Finish - 12ish am.

it rained.
we brought rain coats.
i couldnt get lost.

alpaca love

chewy alpaca


big thing & me

wowzahhhhhhhhhhhhh

potbellez @ the Vb shed
and the amazing fire workings and laser show
wow amazinggggg
goood show
if the video worked, you would see how amazing it was

UNTITLED

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,

Or tell you that.

But if I didn't say it,

well I'd still have felt it - where's the sense in that?

I don't even think I truly love you.
It's just that I don't know better.

I dunno why I trusted you but

I knew that I could.

We’d spend the whole weekend

Lying in our own dirt.

I was just so happy.

When I was feeling down,

you’d make that face you do.

There’s no-one in the world -who could replace you.

bus ride

sex, drugs & the complications.

While on the bus today, kids were gettin on - kids were getting off.
Listening in on their talks - Really took me back.
Back to when I was their age.
Hookin up with a guy in a van just because his mohawk appealed to me, and his friends were pullin bongs - was the most hardcore thing id seen - while the boy who loved me more then anyone in the world was inside not having any idea of what i was getting myself into.
Then skipping school to get stoned, coming home - spinning out in the kitchen - trying to hide all the signs - locking my bedroom door - laying on my bed thinking of how much trouble Ive got myself in.
Starving myself silly until it hurt to eat, not letting myself fit in anything bigger then a size 7. Telling my dad I ate earlier that day - Telling dad I was sleeping at a girls place - getting dropt off a block away from his place - leaving on a friday afternoon or not even coming home from school at all - sneaking in on sunday evenings pretending Id been home all weekend - thinking how cool I was to get away with what I did - I know now dad knew eveyrthing.
Now Im watching my 14 sister grow up - should I tell her of the stupid things/stupid people I got involved with - or should I let her figure it out all for herself - I know she won't listen because I didn't.
But hey look at me now. Im okay. Im not addicted to any drugs, I don't see any of those people anymore, Im a healthy young girl with so many expectations for myself.

Today

Visits: St. Patricks Day @ Beaumont St, Euro Bar, Newcastle Art Gallery, Auto 1.
Outcomes: New sunglasses.
Blunders: Cant find Nemo Dvd.

Want: To have lunch with Lily Allen.

Song: "Can't knock em out, can't walk away,
Try desperately to think of the politest way to say,

Just get out my face, just leave me alone,
And no you can't have my number,
"Why?"Because I've lost my phone."

"Oh yeah, actually yeah I'm pregnant,

having a baby in like 6 months so no, yeah, yeah..."

"Go away now, let me go,Are you stupid? Or just a little slow?Go away now I've made myself clear,Nah it's not gonna happen,Not in a a million years"

"Nah I've gotta go cos my house is on fire,
I've got herpes, err no I've got syphilis...
AIDS, AIDS, I've got AIDS!"

Feeling: totally awesome though dreading tomorrow.
Tomorrow: RSA
Picture: My 16th Birthday. This was a good feeling.

It was the first time I drank shots in front of my dad without caring.
I knew he was too drunk to smack me.
Hahaha.
Good Times.

"Loves It"

Something I say. Something I dont like hearing.

Loves It.

Things that make me say it..

Bible.

Ink.

Godess.

Sleep.

Disney Love.