sisters are in bali

(9:44 PM) cindy.:	oh btw dont u kno ur sexuality?
(9:44 PM) I wanted to bite:	wtf
(9:44 PM) I wanted to bite:	i like penis sorry (9:47 PM) cindy.: so wat did u get up today? (9:48 PM) I wanted to bite: slept till 12, then went to work till 5, hung at matts, came here made dinner now watchin a movie waiting to pick up dad (9:48 PM) I wanted to bite: u? (9:48 PM) cindy.: ahahaha (9:49 PM) cindy.: um surfing this afternoon , i stood up ! (9:49 PM) cindy.: and nothing really (9:50 PM) I wanted to bite: hows the twins? (9:50 PM) cindy.: good (9:50 PM) cindy.: alysha is starting to get dread locks , from not brushing her hair (9:50 PM) cindy.: ahahah

the lowest low

The lowest, I'm there right now

you have no idea

You have no idea that I sat in my car for 40 minutes today because I didn't want to let my dad see me breakdown.

Fuck fuck.
I hate the both of you, you both are the most selfish people I have met.

Disapear, get away, just don't contact me okay. Disapear ori will

Saxon

Saxon
I hate you.


Saxon: My car.
Why must you not indicate when I need to change lanes?
Why must you just stop at red lights or intersections?
Do you realise by doing this it makes others yell at me and make me feel sad?
I must you just be a little shit?

You're one year younger then me, start acting like it!

My 1991 red corolla , sexy saxon - there's nothing sexy about you any more!
Please stop playing up for mummy, you never did it for your daddy.
Is it because we used to treat you like crap and only drive you when we were drunk, or went to the beach, or when your daddy used to rip up the hand break around corners? lol

I became an adult yesterday

not as exciting as i thought.
i didn't even get asked for id.
geeez.
the weather suckes, the evevator broke, it rained, it was cold, i was at dancing till 8, the dancing mothers hate me cause their kids have shit skin and shit smiles. LOL.
so these are some of what i got.














plus dresses, more money, more charms.
wooooooooooooo

Spoilt

More than all my kicks More than all my clothes More than all my friends More than all my flows More than everything Cuz you were there for me Just like you said you'd be (Just like you said it) Thru my darkest day My coldest night Kept hold me tight You said id be alright I wish i cud turn back time to when you were mine (Thats my lady) When im with you i feel I can do anything I can just spread ma wings I can just say some things Becuz i feel comfotable When im around you girl So we can do wot you like Its me and you against the world Ever since the day you came I havent felt no pain Ill never be the same Now i know i love you More than all my kicks More than all my clothes More than all my friends More than all my flows More than everything Cuz you were there for me Just like you'd said you'd be (Just like you said it) Thru my darkest day My coldest night You'd hold me tight You said id be alright I wish i cud turn back time to when you were mine (Thats my lady) Yo 2 words Me and you Lets just gets away Far away from it all Lets find a better day Everythings alright We talked all night on the phone Lets go just us all alone I know i was unsure before but now i see I love you more More than all my kicks More than all my clothes More than all my friends More than all my flows Cuz more than everything You were there for me Just like you said you'd be Thru my darkest day My coldest night You'd hold me tight You said id be alright I wish i cud turn back time to when you were mine Now lets freak em on this one Jo Jo I never thought you wud be Everything that i need Everything that i ever wanted In you i can see And then we made love From the car to the house To the hall on the wall From the floor to the couch Then i went away on tour And you said you missed my touch I reply i love you And you asked me how much More than all my kicks More than all my clothes More than all my friends More than all my flows Cuz more than everything You were there for me Just like you'd said you'd be Thru my darkest day My coldest night You'd hold me tight You'd said id be alright I wish i cud turn back time to when you were mine Thats my lady n' i love you more than all those material things, id give it all up for you...dont forget that

People Are Jerks, Im a Jerk

I'm 18 tomorrow.
And this is what I currently look like.


And this is me one year ago.one year younger.


And this is me, 16, and drank a little too much southern comfort for a 45kilo girl.


So have I changed yes, my hair, 10kilos difference, different friends, different needs and wants.


So Monday 17th November:
Got a mad cough, and sore throat.
Wednesday night I will be surrounded by ladies that I love and will be loving my first night out officially 18, without a ID that doesn't read my name, but my own identifaction, without a worry.
Friday night - Wests then Civic with amy, and prob big sister.
Saturday Night Birthday Dinner/Party @ Silo Bar then Everywhere with my loved ones.


So I hate Jerks. People Are Jerks.
Don't Disagree with me, I will not like you.
Oh and I still have the guilt in me.
I just want to turn a year older and forget my stupid regrets.





What do I want?

Edward Cullen to be real and me to be his Bella.



uncondtional love from the right person.



and this necklace please.

ohhh no

Strangest week, and no one knows everything.

What has happened?
What I've I done?



Was I thinking?
I think I have a guilty conscious but I don't even feel that bad...


Arghhhhh
11 days till my birthday
Will everybody be okay?

do you all realise?

that your all killing me