so it was my 3rd bdo and it wasn't as big as the rest of the weekend but surely big enough..
heres a idea of what i got up to.

lovely fashion

ps. im no longer blonde!

its like an ash blonde, i love it!
i feel like my hairs healthy again and manageable

goals and inspirations

i need inspritation.
but before i can use it i need a calm safe space to express my art.
when i get settled into my new place hopefully ill buy a cool desk and scrap or create a art work daily.
i really need to i miss it and have boxes full of paper and gorgeous unopened paackets of embellishments.
i have so many ideas, and when im on such blogs or flickers eg. http://www.flickr.com/photos/elsiecake/3358082655/in/set-72157594553179040/ elsie's flicker i get so excited to go and make something similiar but i cant, cause my life is in boxes and i don't feel at "home" at all. i used to take over my boyfriends living room, spread my stuff all over the floor, making it impossible to walk or see the floorboards, but i cant at my current place of residence , it makes me sad :(
i work in such a creative store and all i wanna do is go home and put my thoughts on paper with fabrics, buttons and paint but cant :(
im really hoping next year i can have a home and a space just for my work.
realistic dreaming is this year i buy myself a desk!
thats a goal for the next 3 months.
!! also buy xmas wrapping paper before 3 days before xmas haha thats a serious goal!
kim kardashian, inspiration to look glamorous always!


gorgeous movie.. with loads of ideas!


this is just amaizng,
reminds me of me and my two sisters
heres some awesome inspiration, great art!

ciao..
xoxox

terrible feeling

i need to..

i have a terrible feeling..
i am so stupid..
words can not express how much i just want to explain everything..
i need to just accept things..

heres some words i found here there and everywhere..(hopefully ill get over this feeling)






im starting to believe ..

photos from sean's pool party

various order, but u can tell the wet hair, hat , sleazy mexican eyes are later on in the night.
haha


me and anna, my american roomie

me , harris and matty

me and anna , my american roomie, blonde hair and white teeth!

i'm such a kid, haha

wet patch haha

sleazy mexican

my eyes were soooo bad haha

like 6th summer together, were pretty good these days, hopefully it lasts.
were old enough now i think.



hope u enjoyed the sleazindess haha

SO SICK, SO TIRED

first day back at work today after 3 weeks.
i forgot how depressing it was.
i'm off my hair, it looks good when i take care of it and i just cant afford to do it any more.
i just bought my blonde shampoo too argh was going to die it 2moro, not sure anymore...
so sick so sick , so tire so tired so sick of being tired, so tired of being sick.
sooooooooo $30 worth of shampoo and conditioner waste or hundreds of dollars every few weeks to upkeep?
i cant decide..
so heres what i've been lurking and keeping me busy..
ps. day off 2moro!
wooooo

sparkly red shooes yummm

will farrell, the best

this cutie out of little miss sunshine, such an incredible young actress

matt and kallam

i want a birthday! and a cake!

eric , so gorgeous and sexy

hotties from gossip girls..

this cute card!

awwww

shiny disco ball world!
wow, whats better?

weve been joking around lately calling matt an elephant
^^^^ so cute!

cute lights around the bed, i want this!

amazing idea!

i need this! haha ^^

funny ol'ladies below times 2

you are my sunshine art!

how awesome are these drawers, i want these!

currently drooling!

be back soon with some pool party picks..
xoxo

heres a sneak peak haahaha